So you may have been wondering about this extended absence of mine, or not, but I will fill you in anyways…!
The last 30 days have been a complete whirlwind, and to be honest, it feels like both a year and a day have gone by all at once. This time last month we were returning from vacation in Banff and Jasper National Parks (highly recommended) and as a newly engaged couple (thank god)! I will be perfectly honest, I was becoming a complete crazy person about this engagement. A crazy person! We have been together for 7yrs, through several years of long distance, lived together, share everything and it was time. Time!

Thankfully, Dylan spared me an unreasonable breakdown and anxiety attack by proposing midway through the trip on the very beautiful Amethyst Lake in the Tonquin Valley. Amethyst is even my birthstone – a sign!? (the picture above is the lake itself : )
Either way, I thought my craziness had subsided and Dylan probably did too. Surprise! Mom calls about wedding plans, details galore, and panic sets in again. How did I deal with this? Read lots of Game of Thrones, have a giveaway, and brood. I may have been unpleasant, especially while the ring was being resized and everyone was wanting to see it. Sorry! I thought I would at least spare you, my reader, since few others were spared! Is this normal? I don’t know. But it definitely happened.
We had thought we would just go to the courthouse and get married there. Ultimately, we ended up deciding to have a small wedding. In December. Yep, this December. At Christmas. 3 days before my nephew is due.
Blah.
Self induced stress? Most definitely, but all the family was already going to be in the same location for the baby and we wanted something casual and informal. Suffice it to say, we basically planned an entire wedding and half a reception in the last 2wks. This has been both awesome and confusing. The easy part was finding the location, setting a time, and figuring out who to invite. The vision? Who knows! I keep thinking I know – laid back , fun, easy going, not too much planning. Only to find out, even a small wedding takes some thought!
The most confusing part so far? Dress shopping. I went in looking for a knee-lenght casual dress. I came out with a full length, lace, bridal gown. The sheer excitement of finding a dress and purchasing quickly turned into panic and anxiety as I realized it did not quite fit into this easy – we’re getting married a restaurant and eat dinner – laid back kind of feel. Gah!
Oh man. This is what has consumed my life this past month. And, on top of this, I decided it would be a good idea to volunteer with the animal shelter to help them place and adopt cats at a nearby pet store. While this was a good idea, I also decided I should volunteer to lead the other volunteers and be in charge of which cats are coming and going. Busy bee!
Oh yeah, and I’m trying to work on my experiments at some point, which are never working! So, I will be doing my best to get back in touch with my pre-wedding life but there may be dry spells. In that case, I may be going full on bonkers, but I will be sure to update at some point and will be posting photos of all the things I hope to make for the wedding!
In the mean time – orders are a most welcomed break from thinking about the wedding and life in general. Have an idea for something you do not see in the shop? Even better! I hope to make a few new things, but encouragement is always a helpful push!
If you made it this far, thanks for listening to this rant! I kind of needed it…
Sara